You’ve seen the quote by now. Bono recently told a reporter that he’s “in a big black hole” with U2 and the band is “lost” in the music.

But you’ve also seen Bono collecting awards in Paris, dedicating plaques in Nice, eating lunch with Michelle Obama, hanging with Nile Rodgers and all kinds of other fun this summer.

What’s going on, you ask? Kelly Eddington pieces it all together in the new installment of Achtoon Baby. It’s a one-of-a-kind look at How Bono Got Lost in the Music.